Trevor's first venture to the beach without Darren and me. It's strange for all of us, but nice for all of us. I am enjoying my time with Darren...and I am sure that Trevor is being well taken care of by all. It's a big deal in some ways, but so important for us all. It makes me realize how much work Darren is alone and how much attention Trevor deserves. There are always times that I worry that I am not giving both of them what they need. Typical I'm sure. It's just that Trevor helps me so much, but he also drains me mentally...as any good four year should. The lesson here is.....everyone needs a break sometimes. Just a little change of pace can do a lot of good. There is a wonderful part of the normal routine that is consistent and great....but change can be good and refreshing. I am happy for Trevor, that he surrounded with people that love him. I am happy for Darren too...he can get lots of Mommy time that he really needs right now. On this beautiful evening....I am just happy
